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About Me Member Deviously Deviant bloodfanglupeMale/United Kingdom Recent Activity Deviant for 4 Years
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So it all goes wrong.

Wed Nov 4, 2009, 10:16 AM
In the end all I've worked for this year has been thrown back in my face. My student Visa has been rejected and I'm not sure how I feel right now. Alot of time, work and money went into me getting this and I was given a rejection which just barely feels like a reason for it. Apparently been accepted into a school isn't enough proof you want to study in the US.

Half of me wants to crawl up somewhere and die, the other half of me wants to just break something. Either way I'm going to be online/active strangely for a while and I'm sorry if I snap at anyone. I don't know what I'm going to go, it feels like my whole life has slammed into a wall and I have fallen to nothing.

I'm aware most likely no one will read this or care about it, save a select few. But as much as anything I just had to get read of my old journal which was filled with hopes and dreams coming true.
Once again I find all the hard work I do means nothing and I never get a break.

  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: random sound tracks
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Black coffee

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  • Current Residence: England
  • Interests: Anime, Gaming, RPGing, Drawing, Martial arts, Weapons, Going out, Cosplaying, Chatting etc
  • Favourite movie: Currently I have to say Casino Royle.
  • Favourite band or musician: Anyone I enjoy
  • Favourite genre of music: Depends on mood
  • Favourite artist: Those in my Deviant watch list
  • Favourite poet or writer: Me
  • Favourite photographer: Me
  • Favourite style of art: Pencil, pen and paper really. Also photoshop
  • Operating System: Vista
  • MP3 player of choice: Win Amp
  • Shell of choice: .38
  • Wallpaper of choice: Anime, Webcomic or Gaming related
  • Skin of choice: My own
  • Favourite game: Final Fantasy VII, Brawl and Okami
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC & Wii
  • Favourite cartoon character: Far too many
  • Personal Quote: Im not acting mad, I could never act to save my life
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencils, Pens, Paper, Fingers and Keyboard...AND CAFFEENE!!!!

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